Caught me by surprise during the sunrise of spring
Unsure about my response and what issues I would bring
You, you risked it now the ball was in my court so I picked it
Impressed by your musical taste, your sense of style & grace you had me at the 4th try
Intrigued by my avi but you only saw me w your eyes
Unraveling the start of something new maybe I liked your charm and you called me baby, baby
Made it clear that this was only a fling and not a thing that a relationship would bring
We agreed
In later times we would FaceTime about everything under the sun, it didn’t shock me when you started to feel like I was the one
Life came at you fast with me
You contemplated my thoughts about cognitive theories and my blasphemy
I captured you before you could even capture me
In all honesty I thought that you was bad for me
A little malicious, quite fictitious
In later times you went on vacation
Stayed in calling me about how ya day went
Until you came back home and stationed
You was stuck and tried to jeopardize our relations
What was understood didn’t need to be explained, whatever you did it is what it is and I wasn’t the one to blame
In earlier times you platonically feared away from being platonic, in present times that’s what you felt this was
You couldn’t express those feelings but who am I to judge
You faulted me for being me but my personality was too pure for thee
Told me you never did these things w anyone but me
I never felt how you felt but I understood that things change
However you can’t blame me for being consistent & staying the same
How am I in the wrong ?
How did I get the short hand of the stick ?
Well maybe cause you kept comparing me to that …
But maybe that’s why you were stuck
I reminded you of her and the remnants are the thoughts you thought would occur
Genuinely speaking you never got over her probably the reason why I had to suffer
All the assumptions and related circumstances pushed me away because if you told me how you felt beforehand & I stayed why would I not continue to stay ?
You couldn’t take that, worried you couldn’t understand how I wanted to be in the realms of your filth but that’s cause I had your heart on tilt
Incapable of letting things be, you cut it off wugh me
Only knowing you for incremental months I knew you you aren’t a care free kind of person you just didn’t have it in you
And you knew
I think you was just stuck
Cause In earlier times you doubted that these feelings would abrupt
Now I’m being penalized for not feeling feelings I had no business feeling
For being kind hearted and down to earth
You know you would be well rounded
if you left me in the cave I was found in
You managed to leave upon reasons I had no control over so I moved forward
But In present times I’m asking …
Can we start over ?
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