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Poetry & Art

Fear

What do you fear?

The ticking of time.

 

I fear the unknown,

The things I have yet to learn,

To leave this Earth

Without filling my head with the world.

 

I fear missing out,

To have one last unchecked box,

Doing everything but,

Leaving with a half full heart.

 

I fear losing my way,

Not having the same vigor,

A youth that’s fading,

And forever slowing down.

 

I fear the lack of guts,

Of not feeling satisfied,

That I didn’t do enough

Before my light goes out.

 

I fear Time itself,

Who stalks after me

Like a clingy old flame

To reclaim me for itself.

 

I would fight Time

Like I’ve done with other fears,

But it preys on me 

That it’s too hard to renounce. 

 

I’ve pushed away my fears

Even since my younger years,

Yet Time always finds a way

To pull my confidence away. 

 

How I will manage with it,

I cannot say at this age,

I only accept Time’s glare

As I continue down my road.

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by Marina Ali

Marina Ali is a student, writer, poet, and blue lipstick enthusiast. She is assistant marketing manager and poetry editor for Brown Girl Magazine and the managing editor for Drunk Magazine. When she’s not writing or studying for classes, you can find her picnicking in pastoral East Texas, crafting for her sorority sisters, or making food.


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