Christmas is joyous and lovely and incredibly hard for the chronically ill. On top of keeping up with everyday life there are a million other tasks to contend with. Not only is there shopping, wrapping and cooking, but there are a multitude of festive social events. Oh and the expectation that we’ll all be merry and bright.
When you’re chronically ill you don’t get time off for Christmas. Keeping up with seasonal demands when you’re in pain and exhausted can be impossible. Here’s the spoonie guide to Xmas surviving. Plus, a little advice for friends of family of the chronically ill.
Make a list, check it twice
The only way I can keep track of what needs to be done is making a tonne of lists. Lists help combat so many issues. If you’re dealing with brain fog, anxiety, impaired cognitive function, fatigue and so on, lists are life savers. I usually break things down into categories and try to assign a time scale to each list. The trick is to be realistic about how much you can do each day and not freak out if you don’t complete your list. Simply roll over outstanding items. Accept that sometimes you will have to make cuts. You can’t do everything. The world will not end if you don’t post the Xmas cards this year.
Start early and manage expectations
I always start Xmas prep super early. The longer you have to get organised the more you can spread the workload. Getting a jump on the shopping also really helps if you have a tight budget. It is much easier to find smaller amounts of energy and money.
Be honest with yourself and others about what you can manage. If you have to trim the gift list or swap a meet up for a phone, do so. I believe Christmas is about embracing the ones we love. Try to work out in advance which parties/get togethers you comfortably manage and communicate that. Float the idea of secret Santa style gift giving rather than buying everyone in your group an individual present. Expensive presents don’t matter. An enjoyable phone call or grabbing a quick coffee is much nicer than forcing yourself to suffer through social engagements that cause you distress.
If you must cancel, make your apologies, but be firm. You didn’t choose to be ill. You are not intentionally disappointing. Remind yourself of this and try your hardest not to feel guilty.
The internet is your friend
I do much of my Xmas shopping online. It is much less stressful and physically taxing to order from the sofa. The shops are crazy at this time of year. Not to mention the weather is awful. Stay warm and rested and get your festive haul delivered. This goes for food too. You can order in advance and have the Christmas groceries delivered as and when you need them.
Allow yourself to enjoy what works for you
Christmas comes with a variety of traditions. Everyone has their own variations and seasonal essentials. It’s lovely to uphold family traditions, but only if they work for you. This is your life and your Christmas; you are entitled to enjoy the festivities. If something will negatively impact your health, don’t do it. There is no joy in activities that hurt you.
Establish your own Christmas customs. Whether that is embracing existing rituals or just making up them up from scratch. Deck the halls, wear an ugly jumper, stick cinnamon on everything or don’t. Suit yourself. Celebrate in style but make it your style.
Don’t be a dick
This is for the loved ones. If someone in your life is dealing with chronic illness, be kind. We know we disappoint sometimes. We get that we’re not the easiest to accommodate, but please be patient. Cut us a little slack. As inconvenient as our symptoms can be for others, trust me dealing with them every single minute of our lives is harder.