You make me want to apologize for how deeply I feel
How purely and openly I loved as if this was real
I wish you gave us more time before you called it quits
I really thought we had what we we were dreaming of and that was it
How easily I gave you my heart with full trust
In order to experience bliss, that part is a must
Going through this change has my heart ready to combust
The entire future that I imagined to be true
Was shattered when you told me he wasn’t you
But I know how to put the pieces back together once more
Because you won’t be the only one walking through my door
For the side of you that loved me too, I will remember it to always be true.
But the person you have come to be is far from what I expected from thee.
That person isn’t even who you described I’d see.
One day I’ll stop judging others from their highest self
I will try to remember to take them off the pedestal and add them to the shelf